one of the worst things about becoming educated on social issues is when people are like ‘you used to have a sense of humor’
no i used to have internalized prejudices which i’ve worked really hard to overcome and i realize now that your jokes are shittyAlways reblog this because becoming more socially aware makes you dislike a lot of people
life hits you pretty fucking hard when you loose an important person in your life. Best friends for about 3 years gone. 3 years of putting aside hurtful pointless things you always say and do only to be fucked over. I’m not some person that will just ignore the things you say. Especially when you always say ” i don’t have to deal with your bullshit” . If i have so much bullshit why were you even friends with me in the first place. That every time you had a bad day, you were irritated, or mad at me for some reason you would always say ” i don’t have to deal with your bullshit”. I understand you have bad days and you get irritated with your passive aggressiveness and i look past the things you say because i was your best friend. You needed to take it out on someone and i was there and it was okay. But to flip out on me because i laughed at one move because it was funny and to say that is where i draw the line. So after all that you don’t have to anymore because i supposedly have so much bullshit. I promised to always be there for you and i don’t plan to break that promise. I’m here despite everything I’m still here but you aren’t. You aren’t there for me and what kind of best friend is that? So today i returned your birthday present because it’s been a while since we talked and I’m still upset that you haven’t put your ego aside to just talk to me and say sorry. Even though its a late present it was still something big like every year. You always go off to Russia every summer and i wanted it to make a tradition that we would celebrate your birthday late like last year but nope shit happens. So I’m done being upset over it. This is the first and last rant i will post about this because i’m done. Being upset over this is not worth it anymore because sometimes you are too stubborn to do anything.
it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie